Saturday, March 5, 2011

New blood.

Dear you,

I don't appreciate you being here anymore, so please, could you just leave already? Yes, it sucks that I'm not going to see you anymore, but I get so annoyed and hurt when I see you now. I have to close my eyes and take deep breaths to take the frustration away. I want to scream and look at you with narrowed eyes, to get back at you for playing me, but I can't let the devil overcome me - especially now that HS is approaching. I'm going to overcome. I'm going to overcome. I'm going to overcome. And besides, even if I wanted you to hurt just as much as I did, I'd never be able to do something so cruel to you. I wouldn't because I'm not that kind of person. Instead, I'm going to hold my head up high and be the better one. I'm going to walk forward and not look back. I deserve better. I deserve someone who would treat me like, yes, a princess. I believed in you though. I thought you a better person, but you crushed that perception and threw it out the window. It's unfortunate. I'm really going to miss those airplane-shaped letters you used to write me...
Hey, I'm sorry for being so mean. Maybe my visions just clouded right now. I'll get better, don't worry, but our friendship is never going to be again. It might possibly even be as though it never existed.

Goodbye, darling. I hope your taste in ties gets better. (Mean again, but it makes me feel better.)

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